Read your first sentence and it sent chills up my spine!I went through a bad divorce as well,fighting for my 2 small childen,then remarried the wrong 2nd husband and had 2 more beautiful children.The stress of raising kids with someone who never liked or treated my son well made me worry all the time on top of all the other stresses going on weathered and took its toll on me and my dad swears thats how i got nhl'i am 6 yrs through my cancer a transplant and a severe case of shingles to my head thats left many other health issues as well as renal kidney failure.I thank god for seeing me this so i can still be here watching my kids grow and thrive.I just sometimes feel like i switched bodies with an old lady!Your story made me feel like im not all alone,thankyou