Someone close to me tried that, and it went badly. The dosing might seem straightforward; there are even charts online, but the reality is stark: you are consuming an entire syringe of horse medication, formulated to kill parasites, not to heal humans. You can end up still sick and now also damaging your liver with unregulated animal-grade chemicals.

Instead, see an infectious disease specialist. Ask your primary care physician for a referral, and insist on getting the care you need. You must advocate for yourself. If they dismiss you, stand firm. Let them call you whatever they want; their duty is to protect public health, and they must live up to that responsibility.

Bring a supportive friend to your appointments if needed, someone who will speak up for you. This situation is difficult and isolating, and too many people suffer in silence. Don’t do this alone. Find others online who are going through the same thing, and push for the care you deserve together. There is strength in numbers.

Be relentless. Be kind, but firm. Smile when they make rude comments, it deflates their ego. Tell them clearly: you need answers, and you expect them to help figure this out.

You’ve got this. I hope your journey is swift, healing, and supported by people who stand beside you.